It's very hard being a NICU mom because I just want my baby home with me, but I know that he needs to be there and he is receiving great care. All the nurses have been wonderful. Luckily, we only live 15 minutes from the Children's Hospital. I usually spend about 8 hours at the hospital and then head home. I have to remind myself that I just delivered a baby 4 days ago and have been on bed rest for 13 weeks so despite feeling awesome from the delivery I still have to take it easy.
I've actually been getting a lot of sleep (definitely more sleep than most new mom's since Blake is still in the NICU). I'm trying to stay well rested and hydrated since that plays a major roll in milk production.
Pumping is going great and my milk supply started to come in yesterday so I'm hoping that I'll see a big increase in my supply over the next few days. I'm pumping about every 2 hours. So far, I've been able to keep up with his feedings so I'm hoping that they don't have to supplement any formula. I can't wait for the day to come when I can try Blake at the breast. He seems to love his pacifier and has a very good "sucking" reflex for a 34 weeker so I'm hoping that I'm successful in breastfeeding. Being able to pump and give him breast milk is something I'm very passionate about. I know I couldn't keep him inside to a full term baby, but breastfeeding is something that I can do for him so at this point I'm very dedicated to trying to make it work. I know I have my work cut out for me since he is a preemie, but hopefully with a lot of help from the lactation consultants we will both learn and be successful.
I feel so blessed to have him in life, I've waited so long for this day to come that sometimes I still can't believe he is mine. Every time I walk into NICU I have the biggest smile as I walk over and look at him. He's so adorable and precious and such a miracle.
Attached are some recent pictures.








5 comments:
he is so beautiful!!!!!!!
Thanks for the update, Lisa. I'm glad everything is going so well and you're just able to take this all in...he is just precious.
I was hoping for an update! Blake is so beautiful, and the look on your face as you hold him is so peaceful. I hope Blake's days in the ICU are numbered and you are all home very soon.
Lisa, he is perfect. I am SO happy for you! You know he is doing so well because he has Three Angels in heaven looking out for him!
Hi Lisa,
You may not remember me from the BC boards. But, I knew you way back and have followed you ever since. I have triplets and my name is Christy. We communicated for a bit there. I have been reading your blog for a long time and just now wanted to share with you how happy I am that Blake has come into your life. I wasn't sure if you would want to hear from me before, but I just wanted to congratulate you now. I hope he is out of the NICU soon and at home with you. I know it is hard to leave a baby there. Take advantage of the nights of sleep you are getting now. Congrats to you and your husband!! I am so happy for you.
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